So here I am
A 17 year old vegan kid with too many addictions
Sitting on my bed, surrounded by brick walls and neighbours that are too loud, the sound is deafening, my mind cant think, my body cant function
I look around
red bull in my hand, rockstar in my bin, coffee on my desk
and scalpels in the box i hide
money applications cover my desk, scolarships and centrelink
textbooks cover my floor, assignment sheets and lab reports
too much
I look down
ripped jeans, old shirt, bandana
an apology engraved 'Im Sorry'
this is why you hate me
this is why you leave me
Your my angel and you abandon me
I look up and see the photo of you, its from the day i realised your beauty
lyrics come push their way forward
this happens all the time, you never leave my mind
Terror siezes me as I think that you are perfectly fine
